Hellooooooooooo, ladies (and gents)! Man-to-Man Coverage: The Extra Point is a wrap!
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Whew! Okay, onwards!
So, the sequel to Man-to-Man Coverage is now available. Yay! If you haven't read the first one, here's the link to the FREE ebook download for book 1: CLICK HERE. :)
Ahhhh...and now the sequel. Wooohoo! :D I had sooooo much fun writing this one and hanging out again with Brad and Cam. I got a little sidetracked in the middle of writing this story because of Into the Deep (available in the MLR Press anthology Going for Gold, also on Amazon and All Romance eBooks!!), which, after lightning round edits, became my first "real" publication when it was released on August 31st. Yayzerbeams!
Anyway, once that story was a wrap, I plunged right back into M2M2 (my code name for Man-to-Man Coverage: The Extra Point). *dreamy sigh* Cam and Brad. Like visiting old friends, really. They just started talking to me at the oddest times. Brushing my teeth? Yup. On the subway? Yup. Trying to sleep at 4AM and ending up having to pull out a notepad to take longhand notes since I'd already shut off my computer? Yup.
The sequel is entirely from Cam's POV and takes place three years after Man-to-Man Coverage. Included in this story is the pivotal...locker room outing. Yup.
I really hope you guys like it. :D
(Total tangent, but I'm going to pretend it's related because it's football-y stuff. Here's a pretty awesome letter from NFL player Chris Kluwe defending another NFL player's support of gay marriage. This one put a huge smile on my face.)
BACK TO M2M2 - I always feel weird about writing blurbs, so here's the admittedly non-blurby (sorry!) info that I posted to the Goodreads listing:
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Word count: 16,128
STORY INFO:
genre: contemporary
tags: established couple; coming out; children; athlete; football; sports; opposites attract; oral sex.
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And check out my story Into the Deep, one of EIGHT awesome m/m Olympics-themed stories in the Going for Gold anthology, available on MLR Press, Amazon, and All Romance eBooks.
Since it looks like the green "read book" button might be wonky on Goodreads, I've posted the entire story for Man-to-Man Coverage: The Extra Point after the jump.
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NJ
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Man-to-Man Coverage: The Extra Point
by Nico Jaye
Free Short Fiction
Word count: 16,128
This is a work of fiction.
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fictitious. Any resemblance to actual
events, places, or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and beyond
the intent of the author.
Man-to-Man Coverage: The Extra Point © 2012 Audrey Jeung
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Author Note: This story is
a sequel to Man-to-Man Coverage,
which I wrote as a part of the Goodreads M/M
Romance group’s Love is Always Write
event. Man-to-Man Coverage is available as a free download on Goodreads.
Content warning: This work contains sexually explicit scenes and
adult language and may be considered offensive to some readers.
With thanks to the
Goodreads M/M Romance group (without whom I never would have released any
writing "into the wild"), the readers who encouraged me to keep telling
Cam and Brad's story, and my family and friends, who have been gratifyingly
supportive whenever I mention I write scandalous fiction. You guys are awesome.
Man-to-Man
Coverage: The Extra Point
by Nico Jaye
Lying
on his side, Cam nestled his calf between Brad's legs, brushing against the
dusting of dark hair, and exhaled softly.
He blinked his eyes open and stretched, then eased forward to brush a
kiss against Brad's lips.
"C'mon…gotta
get up," Cam whispered, smiling as he skimmed his hand up Brad's firm thigh
underneath the covers.
"Mmmm…"
Brad shifted towards him. His eyes still
closed, Brad's lips curved in the sleepy version of that confident smile that always
made Cam's heart flutter…before Brad settled his head back into the pillow with
a quiet huff. He resumed his deep, methodical breathing.
Cam
grinned. After three years, he should be
used to the morning struggle of waking his lover, but it still never failed to
amuse him. In truth, the sheer fact that
he was waking up with Brad by his side nearly every day could still cause
little thrills of pleasure to shoot through him.
After
having nursed his seemingly impossible crush on the man for years, it had been
a fantasy come true when their relationship had gone from foes on the field to
the partners in every way that they were today.
He'd never expected to be in this position – not since he'd first seen
the perfection that was Bradley Jameson, number eight, playing for the Division
I championship in his senior year of college and most definitely not since the
antagonism that had seemed to color their relationship for ages until that
magical season three years ago. Cam's
whole body flushed warm with the memory.
In the
public's eye for the last few years, theirs had been a very affectionate
bromance all this time, which made constantly being in each other's company and
reports of their spending nights at each other's homes par for the course. In private, however, that partnership was of
course so much more. While they had been
adjusting to their new relationship, the seriousness of which was a first for
both of them, they had by tacit agreement remained in a bromance for the public's
intents and purposes. In the last year
or two, however, Brad had raised the possibility of going public with their
romance-minus-the-b.
"C'mon,
Cam," Brad would say with that easy smile he wore so well. "Who gives
a shit what anyone thinks? Your family's
so crazy supportive that you can seriously do no wrong, and I guarantee you my
folks won't give a damn. They lived
through New York in the seventies. Trust
me, they've seen it all. After that, who
else matters? The media? It's been ages since they've mattered to me,
and I know they've never been your thing.
The coaches? The guys? It's not like we're not getting the job done
out on the field. It's not like it makes
us different people. Just make the
plays, and they won't care who you go home with at night."
It was
a persuasive argument, to be sure, but Cam had been used to hiding his sexuality
from everyone for so long that he hesitated to reveal anything now, considering
the enormous potential to muck things up.
After all, the status quo was already so unbelievably good with Brad in
his life. Why introduce a new and very
public element into the mix when everything was working fine as it was?
He wasn't
one to rock any boats, especially when they didn't need rocking.
With
the outing of the San Francisco Rushers' kicker Jordan Sweeney last year,
however, they'd seen the level of boat rocking that accompanied such an
announcement. Honestly? It hadn't been half as controversial as Cam
had imagined. Of course, it probably
didn't hurt that Sweeney had made the Pro Bowl for five of the last six years
and held the league's distance record for field goals amongst currently-active
players. All accomplished, it seemed, at
the same time he was PWG, a.k.a. playing-while-gay. So, yeah, Cam had been marinating hard on
whether the league and the public might be ready for some more boat rocking
coming from his and Brad's direction.
Looking
over Brad's sleep-softened features, Cam couldn't help the tender smile that
arose. Some boats might be worth rocking
if it meant being with Brad in every sense of the word, publicly and not just
privately.
He curved
his hand over Brad's hip. "Time to
wake up, sleepyhead," Cam murmured affectionately, lightly massaging the firm
skin beneath his palm.
"Mmmm…justfivemoreminutes,"
Brad mumbled, repositioning the arm curled under his head. He scooted closer to Cam until they shared
body heat, their torsos nearly flush against each other.
A mischievous
smile played on Cam's lips. Brad may not
be a morning person, but the thickening hardness pressed against Cam's lower
belly suggested another part of Brad was eager to rise and shine. They'd woken together hundreds of times over
the years, and at this point he was familiar with any number of ways to address
Brad's morning glory.
Once
they'd begun exploring the intimacies of their physical relationship three
years ago, it had been an eye-opening experience. While Brad admittedly had had more sexual
experience overall, Cam had been the one to show Brad what it meant to make love
with another man.
Heady
stuff there.
The
trust and openness that Brad had shown him and the pleasure that they had
discovered together had only led Cam to sink deep…oh so much deeper into the
absolute rightness of their being together.
Nudging
the duvet down, he watched Brad, whose brow creased in a frown as the cooler
air of the early April morning touched bare skin. Positioning himself in front of Brad's
semi-erect cock, Cam kept his eyes on Brad's face as he leaned forward.
Extending
his tongue, he licked the shaft slowly, then took the smooth, rosy tip into his
mouth. Cam sucked gently, hollowing his
cheeks around the head. Those dark
knitted brows smoothed out and pleasure washed over Brad's features as Cam felt
that thick cock swell and lengthen into mouth-watering hardness. Brad slowly shifted so that he lay on his
back, and Cam followed, never breaking his seal.
Cam
curled his hand around the base of the shaft and glided smooth strokes up and
down as he maintained his wet suction on the tip of that stiff cock. Brad began to make needy sounds low in his
throat, his legs moving restlessly against the crisp white sheets. Cam's scalp tingled when he felt Brad's fingers
lightly sift through his short hair.
"That's
it, babe." Brad groaned. "God, you are so good to me."
Cam
looked up to smile around Brad's hardness and met Brad's beautiful hazel
eyes. They were heavy-lidded and
intently focused on him. Cam's own cock
was swelling and would need attention this morning, but right now was all about
Brad. Brad – perfect, gorgeous Brad with
his perfect, gorgeous cock.
Cam
moaned around his mouthful, knowing the vibrations were one of Brad's favorite
elements of this oh-so-special wake-up call.
He had the satisfaction of seeing those beautiful eyes roll back at the
pleasure.
"Jesus.
So good. So so good," Brad breathed hoarsely.
Reading
the signs, Cam knew Brad was close. He
tongued Brad's slit before lavishing wet attention all around the head. Moving his hand down, he rolled Brad's balls
in his palm. Brad's breaths came in
heavy gasps, his hands reaching to his sides to fist the sheets.
When
Cam smoothed his tongue with slow deliberation once…twice…across the sensitive
spot at the base of the ridge on Brad's cockhead, Brad sucked in a sharp breath. On a drawn-out groan, Brad found his release,
his cock jerking as he shot into Cam's mouth.
The salty flavor burst onto his taste buds, and Cam maintained his
suction as he sucked down every last drop.
With a final swirl of his tongue, Cam polished the head lightly before
pulling back and swallowing.
A slow
grin spread across his face as he caught Brad's sated expression. Brad's hazel eyes opened, and, seeing the
loving look on his face, Cam's heart warmed again. He'd put that look on Brad's face.
"Good
mornin'," Cam drawled softly, his fingers playing up the sides of Brad's
deliciously muscular body.
"Good
morning to me, indeed," Brad murmured.
He caught Cam's hand and pulled him upwards to press a soft kiss to his
lips. With a mischievous smile, Brad
glanced down at the very obvious stiff cock that Cam was currently
sporting. "And a good morning to
you soon, too," he continued, his hands reaching for Cam's hardness.
With a
light laugh, Cam dodged those seeking hands.
"Ah ah ah, it'll have to be later.
We have to get up, remember? Today's Lock's fifteenth birthday, and we're taking
him and a few of his friends out to Six Flags later."
Brad
halted his hand and furrowed his brow.
He nodded. "That's
right. We'll have to postpone any
marathon sessions for another eight o'clock on a Saturday morning. I'll just take care of you in the
shower. It'll be faster, and we'll save
water if we share, anyway." He sent
Cam a look of saintly innocence that was betrayed when a wicked grin of
anticipation crept over his face.
Cam
rolled his eyes good-naturedly, but couldn't help his answering smile. "That's what I love about you, you know,"
he teased, pecking Brad with a quick kiss.
"You're so environmentally friendly."
"What
can I say? Spend enough time with you
and your do-gooder ways, and you're bound to rub off on me." Brad paused.
"In more ways than one," he added with an exaggerated wink and
a comic book-villain leer. They both laughed
softly. "Now come back here so I
can give you a real morning kiss. Then
we'll get ready to head out, 'kay?"
Brad's
command was coupled with that special smile that Cam couldn't resist. With a happy sigh, Cam shifted back into
reaching distance.
Brad
framed Cam's face with large, calloused palms.
As he looked deep into Cam's eyes, he cleared his throat, then said in a
husky voice, "You know I love you, right?
I'm just so lucky that you chose me." With a curve of his lips, he leaned in for a
long, slow kiss, and Cam lost himself in that moment for the umpteenth
time. He lost himself in Brad.
They
didn't make it out of bed for another hour.
***
Their
afternoon at the amusement park was a blast.
The
boys and Lock were rowdy and boisterous, but that could only be expected of
teenagers, a couple of whom hadn't been on a roller coaster in years. Of course, they were quick to jump right into
the experience, their boasts full of adolescent bravado and their denials of
any fear loud enough to be convincing to anyone within earshot.
Cam was
thus surprised when, towards the end of the day, Lock turned to him with a
surprisingly grave look on his face. They
had been slowly meandering their way back to the park entrance by the fading
twilight of the spring evening while making plenty of pit stops along the
way. Lock's friends were currently standing
in line with Brad to purchase funnel cakes, and Cam and Lock had seated
themselves at the concession stand tables with their cups of soft serve ice
cream to wait for the others
"Cam,
I –"
Lock broke
off, his voice cracking. He looked at
Cam. His dark brown hair was growing shaggy
over the collar of his T-shirt, and his light blue eyes were unexpectedly
serious. He glanced back down at his cup
of chocolate soft serve. With a half-hearted
swirl of his spoon, he cleared his throat and met Cam's gaze once more.
"Cam,
I'm worried about Mrs. O'Riley. She's
been so busy lately with all of these appointments and tests. She's been in the hospital three times in the
last month, and I don't even know what for.
I–"
His
voice cracked again, and Lock swallowed hard.
"I'm scared something's wrong.
She—She was sick before and now…What if she's sick again? What if they won't want me anymore? I'm scared it'll be like the Fawcetts and the
Newtons and everyone else before them. I'm
scared I'll have nowhere to go. I'm
scared I'll have to go somewhere awful again.
Somewhere where I won't know people."
He cut
himself off abruptly and looked into Cam's eyes. The wary look of fatalism in his eyes was so
at odds with the youth of his features that it nearly broke Cam's heart. "I'm tired of moving, Cam," Lock
choked out, breaking their gaze to look down at his hands resting on the table. "I'm tired of not being wanted," he
whispered roughly, his fists clenching on the shiny red surface.
Cam
swallowed past the lump in his throat.
His own
family life had been the epitome of stability, complete with the white picket
fence and PTA mom to squire him and his older sister Anne to Pop Warner practices
and tap dancing classes. Why, his
parents had attended every first game of the season from his Pop Warner days
through high school and college, up to and including this past season with the
Railers. His father was a mechanic, so
it wasn't like they'd been flush with money.
However, they had always had each other.
He
attributed much of his success to the support he'd received from home, and he'd
established his Hunter's Heroes program to try to provide kids with mentors so
they'd have the kind of support they might not find in their own homes. Cam knew Lock's history and that the boy had
been in and out of different foster care homes for years before the O'Rileys'
placement. Lock had been with the O'Rileys
for the last four years, which was the length of time Cam had taken him under
his wing. It had seemed stable, but
now…now his heart ached over the cynical attitude that appeared was hidden at
Lock's core and that had now risen to the surface.
"Lock,
look at me," Cam said, his voice confident and reassuring. He placed his palm on the boy's forearm,
which was still on the smaller side for kids his age. Lock hadn't yet grown into the size ten shoes
that he now wore or, Cam thought with a fond smile, his nickname of "Big
Lock."
Lock
lifted his gaze to meet Cam's, his stare stubborn, but unable to hide flickers
of uncertainty. "Lock, you don't
know that's going to happen. But,"
Cam said, squeezing the arm beneath his hand, "no matter what happens, I'm
here for you. You are wanted. You will always
be wanted. I want you with me. You have to know that. You have to know that I love you like
family. Heck, with my family back in
Tennessee and my sister with her own brood down in south Jersey, you're part of
the only family I do have up here. We're
here for each other, got it?" He
pulled Lock off of his seat and wrapped him in a tight hug. "I'm here for you, Lock, no matter
what. Okay?"
Lock's
body was stiff at first, but the tension eased out of him on a slow exhale. He clung to Cam. "No matter what?" he repeated, his
voice muffled against Cam's shoulder.
"No
matter what." Cam smoothed a comforting hand down the boy's back.
Lock
stepped back and sat down again, attempting a hesitant smile. Cam smiled back at him, outwardly calm and
confident, but, on the inside, aching for Lock.
To not
feel wanted. To not have a home. To not know if you'd be in a place for five
years, five months, or five days.
It had
never truly registered with him that the uncertainty of the system could take
such a harsh toll on a boy. Lock was
such a good kid, and the progress he'd made in the four years that Cam had
known him was extraordinary. They'd had
a bit of a rough start with Lock's earlier pranks and youthful misdeeds, but in
recent years – ever since the accident, in fact – the teen had kept out of
trouble, making decent grades and even talking about taking the SATs in a couple
of years when he was a senior. In truth,
they'd spent a lot of time together over the years, and Cam was proud of the
young man that Lock was growing to be.
To
disrupt Lock's life now – to introduce more doubt and insecurity – had the
potential to push him back into his self-destructive ways, and Cam loved the
boy too much to bear the thought of such a change.
Covering
Lock's hand with his own, Cam met his gaze.
"You really are like family to me, Lock. I'll do whatever I can to make sure things
work out, promise."
Lock's
smile this time was wobbly, but genuine.
"Thanks, Cam."
The
moment was broken when the four other teens returned, their sugary treats in
hand.
"Dude,
check it out – think I could eat it all in sixty seconds?"
"Ahhhhh,
this is gonna be soooooo dope!"
Brad
rounded up the rear and approached the table in the midst of the excited
chatter. Cam met his eyes, and they shared
a look over the tops of the boys' heads.
Brad raised a brow in inquiry, and Cam shook his head slightly to
indicate they'd talk about it later.
With a nearly imperceptible nod, Brad took a seat, sliding two full
plates in front of Cam and Lock.
"The
Works," Brad clarified of the platters of fried dough piled high with
powdered sugar, whipped cream, and fresh strawberry slices, complete with white
plastic forks protruding upright from the center. "Figured you guys would've been done
with your ice cream by now, and I knew Cam's sweet tooth wouldn't be able to
resist," Brad teased while flashing that heart-stopping grin. "And it
only seemed right to cap your birthday off with a dessert of epic proportions,
Lock," he added, clapping a friendly hand on Lock's shoulder. "Happy birthday, buddy."
Looking
up, Lock grinned at Brad. "Thanks,
Brad, this looks awesome."
Brad
responded with a conspiratorial wink. "Any
time, my friend, any time," he declared, plucking the two cups of
now-melted chocolate soup from the table.
He stood and made his way over to the trash bins, ice cream cups in
hand.
As the
boys dug in, Cam automatically turned to watch the view of Brad's departure. For once, though, he was almost too
preoccupied to register the entirely edible picture Brad made as his high,
tight ass shifted inside those perfectly-cut dark jeans.
Indeed,
he was also surprised to discover that he was almost, almost too preoccupied to enjoy the mountain of sugary sweet
dessert that was laid out before him.
Quite frankly,
his talk with Lock had left Cam with plenty of food for thought already.
***
"So,
I've been thinking," Cam said slowly as he reached for the plate of toast
in the center of the breakfast nook table.
Once
they'd made the rounds to drop off Lock and the others after their outing
yesterday, he and Brad had returned to Cam's rambling colonial in Somerset for
the night. It was big, old, and sometimes
creaked, and Cam loved it. Set on two
acres of land in the central New Jersey area, the property afforded him enough
space to breathe, but was still a reasonably convenient location for trips to
Philadelphia or anywhere else in the tri-state area—like Brad's condo in New
York City.
Brad
had teased him for being "out in the boonies" when he'd first come to
visit, but Brad had later admitted that he could see the appeal of the
quietness…and the privacy. They'd spent
days on end here in the off season, fishing in the nearby lakes, exploring the
woods, and just enjoying the simple things and each other. Now, though, Cam was suddenly seeing his home
with new eyes; he saw it as a place where they could still enjoy those simple
things while being…a family.
Brad
pretended to groan while passing Cam the strawberry jam. "Oh no, not that thinking tone again,"
he fake-grumbled. "Last time you
did that we ended up in Nicaragua building houses in the hundred degree
heat. I know I know, it was great to
help and all, but I could've done without being eaten alive by those
mosquitoes." Brad shook Tabasco
sauce onto his scrambled eggs and gave an exaggerated shudder even as a smile hovered
on his lips. Cutting into his eggs with
the side of his fork, he met Cam's eyes and the side of his lip ticked upwards. "So, what're you thinking this time, my
dear Cam?" he asked, his green-gold eyes warm and sparkling.
Meeting
his gaze, Cam took a deep breath and blurted out, "I want to adopt Lock."
Brad's
brows rose to disappear behind his tousled dark brown waves. He set his fork down and leaned his corded
forearms onto the glossy maple surface, the tanned column of his neck strong
against the worn blue v-neck tee he wore. He tilted his head. "Adopting Lock," he repeated
slowly. "Really?"
Cam
rushed to explain. "Yeah,
really. He and I spend so much time
together that I never really understood that he would still have doubts that he
was wanted. That he still felt like he
didn't belong. And now it looks like he
might have to move foster homes again, and it just breaks my heart to see that
his doubts might be based on reality."
Cam
cleared his throat, choked up at the memory of their conversation. "He lived through this uncertainty for
years before the O'Rileys, but I didn't.
I didn't know, and I don't want him to have to live through it
again. I already think of him as family. I already love him like family. So why should he go off and live with
strangers when I can be his family?"
Cam
paused and reached across the table to clasp Brad's hand. "When we can be." Cam met his
gaze boldly. "Brad, I want us to be his family."
Brad's
eyes widened. He blinked several times
before his mouth curved into a slow smile.
Lacing their fingers, he then lifted their linked hands to brush Cam's
with his lips. "You don't need to
convince me, Cam. I think it's a great
idea," Brad said, his smile widening into a grin. He cleared his throat and continued. "When you say "us," are you
saying you're ready to…?" He
trailed off, lifting his brows silently.
"Yes,"
Cam said, squeezing Brad's hand and meeting his heart-stopping smile with a shy
one of his own. "I'm ready, and it's
time. I'm not sure how it should happen, but it's time that it did." Lifting his other hand to slide his fingers
through Brad's thick waves, Cam shifted sideways to brush a kiss across Brad's
lips. "You've been so patient with
me – so perfect. I love you, and it's
about time people knew it," he whispered huskily.
"Love
you, too," Brad said, his own voice rough with emotion. "And damn straight people should know
it. It's about time people knew it, and
it's about time you let me stake my claim," he growled possessively. With a soft chuckle, he pulled Cam in for
another, more thorough kiss.
Chuffing
happily and feeling inexplicably lighter, Cam leaned into the kiss and once
again found himself lost in Brad, their toast and scrambled eggs long
forgotten.
***
Once
Cam had committed to the idea, he discovered that, as with many other things,
Brad was a man of action. He had a plan,
and it involved adoption applications, along with revealing their relationship
to a whole list of people. Once they
discussed their next steps, Cam's head nearly swum after having hidden behind
the façade of bromance for years. To
take action now was simultaneously thrilling and nerve-racking, yet in the end,
he decided, it was time, and he wouldn't have it any other way.
The
first conversation he'd had was with Lock the following week. After picking him up from school, they headed
to the rec center. Following their
afternoon tossing the ball around, they were now resting at the picnic tables
with their water bottles. A game of
pickup basketball was being played out nearby.
"You? You and Brad?
Really?" Lock's brows rose high
on his brow, disappearing behind his shaggy brown hair.
Cam
nodded. He chewed on his lip, somewhat
at a loss as to how to proceed. Perhaps
he should talk to Lock about statistics on homosexuality or maybe they would
need to see a family counselor or something before –
Lock
caught him up in a bear hug, a huge grin splitting across his face. "I can't believe it. You guys!
I'm going to have a family!"
Cam's
arms wrapped around the boy automatically, and he couldn't help smiling at Lock's
enthusiasm. He cleared his throat. "Um, Lock? Did you hear what I said about…?"
Lock
pulled back and swallowed hard, his eyes shining. "About you guys being together? Yeah.
I mean, okay."
Cam
blinked. "Okay?"
Lock
shrugged. "Yeah, I mean, it's okay
with me. Might take some getting used to,
but it's cool." He looked around
and leaned forward. "You, uh, you
might not know this, but my friend Justin – the tall skinny guy at my
birthday? He is, too. Gay, I mean." Lock straightened and shrugged again. "And he's cool, so yeah. It's cool.
I mean, he doesn't suck face with dudes in front of everyone, but that'd
be kinda gross no matter who was doing it, guy or girl. So yeah, it's cool."
Cam
didn't know what to say. Leave it to
Lock to so artlessly boil all of it down to a big ol' no-big-deal. "Cool," Cam repeated slowly.
Lock
grinned. "Way cool. I'm getting a family!"
Cam
couldn't help but grin right back.
***
After
that, things continued in a way that was better than he had anticipated, but
also not as good as he would have hoped.
With the acceptance of an inner city teen bolstering his confidence, Cam
visited his parents in Tennessee on a planned weekend trip in early May with no
idea of what to expect.
"Gay?
Really, Cam?" His mother offered him a hesitant smile. She leaned forward on the corduroy sofa in
the living room of the house in which he'd grown up.
"Yes,
I—" He cleared his throat and
looked at his father, who was sitting in his leather recliner and hadn't said a
word since this conversation began. His
brows were knitted, and his expression was unreadable. Turning back to his mother seated beside him,
Cam returned her smile. "Mom, Dad, I've known for quite some time, and I
just… I just wanted to share it with you because you're important in my life,
and I wanted you to know about something that's important about me." Cam paused.
"And someone who's important to me."
His
mother tilted her head, brows raised in interest. "Oh? You're er… you're
seeing someone, honey?"
Cam
ducked his head, blushing. Looking back
up, he couldn't stop his smile from spreading into a grin at the mere thought
of Brad. "I've been seeing someone
for three years. He's not just anyone;
he's my partner in everything. I want to
make a life with him, and I want you to be part of that life. I don't—I don't
want to hide anymore."
Cam
reached over and covered her clasped hands with his larger one. After a moment, she unclasped her hands and
turned one over, holding his hand and giving it a light squeeze. Meeting her gaze, Cam saw a smile on his
mother's face, and Cam let out a breath he hadn't been aware of holding. He felt more confident as he continued.
"You…
you actually know him. Brad. You met him a couple of times when you came
up to visit or for games, and he came down here last year. You know how you always said you liked him
and how he brought me out of my shell? You know how you teased me that we were
always joined at the hip and you were so glad that silly rivalry was done with? Well, yeah…we're together, and not just as
friends. We're together, and we have
been for three years."
The
creak of leather drew both of their attentions.
His father stood, gave him a long and inscrutable look, then left the
room without saying a word. Cam's face
fell as he watched the familiar broad back disappear down the hallway. He felt his mother's arm settle on his
shoulders. Turning back to her, he exhaled
slowly when he saw she had a comforting smile on her face.
"Honey,
I'm not gonna lie—this is a pretty big surprise. But you know we love you no matter what. I love you, and your father loves you, he
does. Your father... he's just going to
need some time to think. Let me talk to
him later, and you'll see—he'll come around." She gave him a small smile and smoothed her
hand on his shoulder. Reaching out, she enveloped
him in a warm hug that carried the familiar scents of clean laundry and a light
floral fragrance.
He
hugged her back, his broad form nearly swallowing her petite frame. "Thanks, Mom."
She
pulled back, saying, "Of course, dear." She smoothed her hand over his cheek and
smiled encouragingly. "So, tell me
about your young man. I quite liked your
Brad when he came with you to visit last time…"
Cam
eased back into the sofa, and they talked about Brad, his plans to adopt Lock,
and life in general. He was still
troubled by his father's reaction, but he was relatively okay with how things
had turned out otherwise. His mother,
who had supported him in everything—from being in the stands at his Pop Warner games
to chaperoning field trips in elementary school—was taking the news just
fine.
His
father's coldness hurt, but hopefully his mother's actions were a positive
forecast for things to come.
***
As it
turned out, when Cam returned home from his trip, things proceeded in rapidly
positive fashion. He discovered on his
return that Brad's parents had reacted to the news exactly as predicted. That is to say, they reacted as though it
were not news. When Cam told Brad about
his own father's disappointing silence, Brad had consoled him, assuring him
that it should only be a matter of time before he came back around.
Cam
appreciated the efforts, but he still had his doubts. His father had supported his sports career,
but emotionally he'd never been a very affectionate or openly caring
parent. Cam feared that the news of his
sexuality may have been too much of a shock for his normally traditional,
Southern-bred father to absorb.
Thankfully,
conversations with the O'Rileys went more smoothly, and they promised to ease
the way for the adoption with Lock's social worker. They were grateful, telling him that Lock was
a wonderful boy, but their family obligations and concerns over Mrs. O'Riley's
health had become too much of a burden and distraction for them to continue to provide
foster care. Cam reassured them that
Lock would be coming into a loving home.
Even more
encouraging, the state of New Jersey and Lock's social worker saw nothing wrong
with permitting Lock to stay with him while the paperwork went through the
system. His research had revealed that
his adoption of Lock would be considered a "kinship adoption," and
between their prior mentoring relationship and the general difficulty in
finding permanent homes for teens in the system, the powers that be welcomed
him with open arms.
Correction:
welcomed them with open arms. As in him and Brad.
He had,
naturally, included on his application forms that he was in a committed
relationship. In his first informal
conversations with the social worker, it had come out—no pun intended—that the
relationship was with another man. And
when they had done home study observations, Brad had been right there with him,
physical proof of their togetherness.
Cam had been holding his breath, nervous about the home study visits,
but Brad had told him not to worry about it.
Once again, thankfully, Brad was right.
Ms. Jennings focused more on the fact that the family structure Lock
would be entering was stable and less so on the sex of the members of that
family. Cam breathed easier with each
home visit.
Their
home visits occurred at a time when Lock was already living in Cam's sprawling
home. The three of them had a blast
outfitting one of his guest bedrooms for Lock, and, many trips to Home Depot
and the local mall for supplies and furniture later, it was no longer a guest
bedroom, but rather Lock's bedroom.
Lock's face split into a giant grin when he saw the finished product,
and he'd turned to them both, throwing his lanky arms around them.
Cam and
Brad had shared a look over the teenager's head. In that moment, Cam had known, deep down,
that this was absolutely the right thing to do. Yes, this was the thing that they were meant
to do.
***
"What
do you think of this suit?" Cam crossed
the room to stand in the middle of Brad's bedroom. He adjusted his collar nervously, debating
once again whether to go with a tie or no tie.
The
rays of the mid-July evening's setting sun streamed through the penthouse's
floor-to-ceiling windows. Earlier, he'd driven
the hour south to drop off Lock for the night at his sister's place in Cherry
Hill. He'd then headed into the city to
meet up with Brad, and they were now getting ready for their evening's outing –
in more ways than one.
Through
the open dressing area that housed a walk-in closet, Brad looked up from
picking through cufflinks in a mahogany box on the dresser. After selecting a pair, he shut the lid with
a snap and strolled into the bedroom in his dress shirt tucked into his slacks. He approached Cam with an easy smile as he
slipped the cufflinks into place.
"Will
you relax, babe?" Brad said, gripping Cam's shoulders and giving him a
comforting squeeze. "It's a kid's
charity event. You've been to a million
of those, Mr. Do-Gooder," he teased, his eyes sparkling.
"Yeah,
but not like this," Cam said.
"Oh?
This, you mean?" Brad asked,
stepping closer, sharing his space.
"You mean like this?" he continued, leaning in, his breath warm
against Cam's ear. "You mean like making
it known that we're not just friends? That you also like my dick up your ass
and you like to give it to me hard, too?"
Brad bit his ear playfully, then smoothed away the hurt with his tongue.
Cam's
breath hitched, and he flushed at the unexpected, deliberately explicit words,
even though his own cock perked up in interest.
"Brad, I'm serious," he said, his brow furrowing as he turned
his head to meet Brad's hazel gaze.
"Relax,
Cam. I'm just messing with you,"
Brad said, straightening and smoothing his hands up and down Cam's biceps. "What we do together is nobody else's
business. Unless some sex tape gets
leaked—which, by the way, actually turned out to be the best thing that ever
happened in my life because it did bring me you," he added with a pointed
look. "Unless that happens, nobody
knows what goes on with us, and there's no reason they should." Brad's lips quirked up in a smile. "Besides, we both know Ms. Jennings is
right. We can't expect to get those
final state approvals for us to be a family together with Lock unless and until
we can be a family openly. And the fact
that she knew of this fundraiser is great.
I mean, an LGBT youth event? It's
perfect. The right message to send to
the world and to Lock."
Cam
nodded slowly and exhaled. "I know,
and I do want to do it. I want us to be
done with the hiding, and I want us all to be together in the eyes of the world—you
and me, and all three of us. I just…I
don't like these media things. Cameras,
bright lights, people asking questions."
He shuddered. "They always
get me nervous, and this time, it's doubly so."
"It'll
be great, and remember, we're doing this together," Brad said, sliding his
palms down Cam's arms to squeeze his hands.
His hazel eyes were warm and sincere.
Cam
squeezed back. "Together," he
repeated. "It's just—you're so much
better at these things. You know me—I'm
not big on publicity and stuff."
Cam chewed his lower lip and resisted the urge to pull away and fidget
with his collar again.
"Hrmmm…" Brad looked pensive.
"Hrmmm?"
Brad
cleared his throat and sent him a secretive smile that caused a thrill to shoot
through Cam's veins. "You just need
to relax, and I know just the way to do it."
Brad smoothly
closed the gap between them and slid his hands back to cup Cam's ass. Pulling him forward so that their bodies were
flush and they were breathing the same air, Brad brushed a kiss across Cam's
lips. The bulge in Brad's trousers was
an insistent weight as it nudged against his own stiffening hardness.
Cam groaned
as Brad deepened the kiss, his firm, wet tongue exploring Cam's mouth
thoroughly and insistently. All thoughts
of nervousness fled Cam's mind as he felt Brad deftly unfastening his trousers
and unzipping his fly with nimble fingers.
Brad plunged a hand into Cam's open fly, and Cam gasped when Brad's
strong grip found him underneath his boxers.
"Don't
worry, we'll make this quick," Brad whispered against Cam's lips as he pulled
Cam's cock out, exposing him. "I
know you hate to be late," Brad added with a teasing smile, his hazel gaze
rapt on Cam's face as he stroked him steadily on long, smooth glides.
Cam
could only groan in response and tunneled his fingers through Brad's thick hair. He pulled his head down again and plunged his
tongue between Brad's lips, then sucked Brad's tongue into his own mouth. He wanted to crawl inside of Brad and never
leave.
"Don't
stop," Cam groaned. "That
feels incredible. You're gonna make me
come." Cam gasped as Brad cupped his gleaming cockhead and smoothed the
foreskin over and around the sensitive crown.
Brad
chuckled softly. "That's the idea,
babe." He wore a knowing smile as he
guided Cam backwards, one hand on his hip and the other firmly encircling his
cock.
The
backs of his knees hit the bed, and Cam sat down abruptly with an inelegant oomph.
Somehow, Brad followed his movements and maintained his grip on his cock,
his strokes firm and knowing, expertly bringing him closer…and closer…
"Now!" Cam groaned his pleasure loudly, his hips
writhing. "I'm coming—now! God, Brad, now!"
Brad
swiftly sank to his knees to capture Cam's cock in his mouth. An all-encompassing warmth closed around his
cockhead, and Brad's other hand dropped to fondle Cam's balls. A strangled cry ripped from the back of Cam's
throat, and he reached a hand down, fingers reflexively gripping the dark hair covering
Brad's head. He felt Brad moan around
his cock. Cam's shoulders hit the
feathertop as he fell back onto the mattress, his muscles tensing and releasing
as he shot into Brad's mouth. Eyes
squeezed shut, Cam could only ride the rush of pleasure as it pounded through
his body in waves.
Cam
took a deep breath, then another, before he dropped his hand from Brad's
head. He blinked his eyes open to take
in the fading sunlight sliding across the eggshell-colored ceiling. Twisting his head to the side, he looked down
to see Brad between his legs, resting his palms lightly on the tops of Cam's charcoal
grey pinstriped thighs. Their gazes met,
and a Cheshire cat smile spread across Brad's face.
Brad
licked his shiny lips, and Cam felt yet another pulse of desire struggle to
make itself known within his already sated body.
"Feeling
better?" Brad asked, his brows raised and lips quirked up in a smile. Cam watched in a haze of positive endorphins
as Brad stalked his way up his body on his hands and knees. Brad settled over him on the bed and gave him
a slow, slightly salty kiss.
"Better?"
Cam choked out. "If I felt any
better, I'd be glowing. In fact, I can't
be sure I'm not…"
"You
might be glowing just a tad," Brad said smugly, bracketing Cam's shoulders
with strong arms and looking down at him with a tender gleam in his eyes.
Cam smiled
up at Brad. "Lemme do you," he
said eagerly, arching up to kiss Brad once more.
Brad
returned the thorough kiss. "No
need. Let's just say I need to go change
again," he said with a wry twist of his lips. "What can I say? You're one hot number, Cam Hunter," he
said, his lids dropping as he watched Cam.
He caressed Cam's bare hip with a possessive hand.
Cam
couldn't stop a blush from coloring his cheeks.
"And
adorable when you give me that look," Brad added, leaning in to press
another kiss to his lips. "Now c'mon,
we don't want to be late." Brad
smacked Cam's flank lightly and rolled off to sit at the edge of the bed. Turning to meet Cam's gaze, he lifted his
brows. "To answer your question
from before, I think that suit is hot.
Hell, you're hot in anything, but you should probably change right now,
too. We didn't make a mess thanks to my
quick thinking," he said with a wink and deliberate lick of his lips. Cam flushed again as Brad continued. "But, yeah, you're kinda wrinkled
now. I mean, I think you're hot, but you know…in case you're thinking people
will wonder what we've been doing…"
Brad trailed off, waggling his brows playfully before he levered himself
off the bed.
"C'mon,
babe. Chop chop." Brad headed towards the dressing area,
whistling to himself.
That's
right. The fundraiser. It had completely slipped his mind. Imagine if they showed up at their first
public appearance together-together in wrinkled clothes and looking well-sated…
Cam
flushed again.
Good
thing he kept extra clothes here.
***
Five
days later, it was time to report for training.
Per his
norm, Cam arrived at the Railers' training camp on the early side that first
day. The parking lot was fairly empty
this early in the morning, and he sat for a few moments to gather his thoughts. It had been hard to tear himself away from
Brad and Lock, but it was a necessary part of the job that he loved. Brad himself was off to his Diamonds' camp,
and Cam had arranged for Lock to attend a sleepaway camp for the three weeks when
they'd both be gone for training.
Cam had
felt incredibly nervous and rather guilty about this idea, but he'd received blessings
and approvals from Ms. Jennings and Lock and, indeed, plenty of enthusiasm,
too, from the teen. Growing up in the
city meant Lock hadn't ever had this kind of opportunity, so he jumped at the
chance to experience what he'd called "a rich kid summer." When Cam frowned at the description, Lock
reassured him that he meant it jokingly, and he actually thought learning how
to build fires and shoot bows and arrows and stuff was pretty awesome in case
the zombie apocalypse ever occurred. Cam
had rolled his eyes as was expected of his response, but was inwardly thankful
that Lock had turned out to be so easygoing after their somewhat rocky start when
he'd been a troublemaking youth four years before.
With
that squared away, Cam turned to his latest hurdle: how his teammates and
coaches would react to his relationship with Brad.
Sitting
in the cab of his truck, Cam took a deep, bracing breath before slowly
releasing it. After grabbing his duffle
from the passenger seat, he climbed out of his trusty old Bronco. He slammed the door shut and made his way to
the locker rooms at the university where the Railers training camp convened
each summer.
They
would definitely know by now.
There's
no way they couldn't.
It had
been nearly a week since his and Brad's very public appearance at the Foley
Center Five Borough Fundraiser for LGBT Youths.
While it wasn't the most glamorous or paparazzi-filled event, there had
certainly been enough present that when he and Brad had shown up – not just
together, but holding hands – the
barrage of flashbulbs had been instantaneous and blinding.
The
next day, that red carpet picture of their tall, muscular forms in crisp dark
suits with their linked hands at the center had been in full color on the covers
of the local daily rags and even the sports and entertainment sections of more
reputable and widely-distributed regional and national newspapers.
They'd
each released a statement later that day prepared by Phil, Brad's media guru agent,
and then had proceeded to hunker down in Cam's farmhouse as they did their best
to ignore the press. Phil had advised
them that an interview with Sports
Illustrated or ESPN would probably make sense later down the line if
interest hadn't waned, which he suspected it wouldn't, but he understood the
need to focus on what happened in their own world – between training camp, the
start of the season, and – Cam gulped – the reactions of coaches and teammates
– before they could focus on what happened in the world at large.
Cam squared
his shoulders and pulled open one of the double doors. He was hit with the lingering, ripe odor of
masculine sweat that no amount of bleach, prompt laundering, or air freshening
could ever truly erase from a locker room.
Fluorescent lights lit the room brightly from overhead. As he entered his gaze swept the familiar rows
of lockers. Some appeared lived in while
others were pristine. According to the
usual schedule, the rookies had already reported for camp a few days ago, but it
looked like none had yet made it into the locker room on this first day of
all-players training.
He
recognized the cars in the parking lot, though, so he knew a couple of other
veterans had already arrived.
His
locker was on the far end, and Cam swallowed hard as he walked down the center of
the room. He had no idea what to expect,
and as he progressed down the hall, he felt like he was walking the gauntlet.
To his
right, he immediately recognized his offensive lineman Matt Whittaker, more
widely – emphasis on wide – known as "Bull." He was a veteran with the league for upwards
of ten years, and he was something of a legend with his longevity in a
profession that had a reputation for hard hits and chewing up players only to
spit them out three seasons later. Bull had started with the Railers the same
season that Cam had been drafted to the team. However, even though Bull had been on his line
since day one, when Cam thought about it, he couldn't ever remembering even
having a conversation with Bull that didn't involve calling plays and game
analysis. Heck, he couldn’t remember
Bull ever speaking to anyone.
Bull
was seated on one of the benches and pulling on cleats over his size Noah's-Ark
feet. He wore his standard stony
expression, and his light brown hair was military short, as usual. Per his norm, Bull said nothing upon Cam's
entrance, but he made eye contact with Cam and sent him a chin nod in
acknowledgement of...something. Whether
it was Cam's bombshell outing last week, his arrival at training camp, or
simply his ability to convert oxygen to carbon dioxide, Cam couldn't say. Cam released the breath he was holding and
returned the chin nod.
At the
very least, he took that to mean it was business as usual with Bull.
Hefting
his duffle back onto his shoulder, Cam continued down the main corridor.
"Yo,
QB!"
Turning
to his left, Cam watched as one of the Railers' wide receivers, DeMarcus Powell,
broke off his conversation with the team's tight end, Jason Olivier. Hustling over, DeMarcus approached Cam, his
hand lifted in greeting.
"Hey,
man," Cam replied. He clasped the
offered hand, and DeMarcus pulled him into a half-hug, slapping his back in
greeting. Cam reciprocated, giving the other
man's maroon T-shirt-covered back a couple of pats.
"Yo
yo, QB, we got some serious problems." DeMarcus pulled back and leveled a pointed
look at him, gold chain gleaming against his dark skin and his brown eyes stern. Cam felt a lead ball begin to form, layer by
layer, at the pit of his stomach. Problems.
Here we go.
"The
way I see it," DeMarcus continued, pinning Cam with his gaze, "is two
things. One, my contract's up this year,
which means one thing: free agency, baby.
Two, y'all kept tossing to Zigman last year. What's up with that, man? Y'all got no love
for DeMarcus?" DeMarcus stepped
back and gestured to himself with his million dollar contract hands.
Blinking,
Cam cleared his throat. "Ah, yeah,
well, we have to call plays that make sense, DeMarcus. You know that."
"Yeah,
well, what's gotta happen for it to make sense to throw to DeMarcus this time,
huh?"
Cam
blew out a breath, wondering if the other shoe would ever drop. "Look, the season hasn't even started
yet. Honestly, training camp hasn't
started yet. We don't know what's gonna
happen."
"Well,
we could know that y'all ain't gonna
try to fuck me over. Even though I know
y'all's swinging that way now, which is cool, yo," DeMarcus said, lifting
his hands and giving an "it's all good" look. Cam reared back mentally, wondering if he had
heard what he'd heard. "Really, it's cool. Y'all fuck who you wanna fuck,
ya hear? Just as long as y'all ain't
fuckin' me over, aight?" DeMarcus pierced Cam with an expectant look.
The
lead ball in Cam's stomach was confused.
This was the guys' reaction?
Cam
looked at Jason, who was watching from the bench with a somewhat amused look on
his face. He must have read the
bewilderment on Cam's face. Chuckling to
himself, Jason tied off the tape around his thick wrists. Smoothing his large palms over his row of
braids, Jason stood and approached them, his lips twitching as he settled a
calming palm on DeMarcus's shoulder.
"Hey,
Cam," Jason said as he moved to stand next to both men.
"Hey."
"What
DeMarcus here is trying to say," Jason said, tilting his head towards
DeMarcus and patting his shoulder, "in his usual ever so eloquent fashion,
is that we don’t care about you and Jameson." Jason paused for a moment. "Well, we might care a little because he
plays for the New York goddamned Diamonds, and seriously, man, I hate to say
it, but you're sleeping with the enemy. Literally." Jason shot him a pained look, then cleared
his throat. "But y'know, it's cool.
Really. What we're saying is we get
it. You gotta get yours where you get
yours, and that's cool. We don't wanna
hold hands or kiss and tell or some shit, but you do what you gotta do. Just as long as you get in here, you run the
plays, and you get the ball in our hands, nice and smooth, then we're tight,
man. We're here to win, and we don't
give a shit what you do with your life as long as you're still here to win, too.
It's all good, okay? It's all good,"
Jason repeated. He looked between Cam
and DeMarcus and raised his brows.
"So, we good?"
Cam
released a breath, and the lead ball began to unfurl. He glanced at DeMarcus before nodding. "We're good."
"Good,"
Jason repeated, flashing Cam a quick smile.
"C'mon, man," he said as he led DeMarcus back to their
lockers.
DeMarcus's
voice trailed behind him. "But,
Jase, that's what I said, wasn't it?
Like I said, don't care who he fucks, even if it's Jameson. So, you think he's gonna throw the ball at me
now?"
Cam
watched them for a beat before continuing towards his locker with a lighter
step. He heard boisterous voices coming
from the direction of the side entrance to the locker room as he set his duffle
on the bench by his locker. He was about
to reach into his locker when he stopped short.
Sitting
on the second shelf, beneath his brand new helmet on the top shelf and right
next to the standard issue box of industrial-strength athletic tape and stack
of white hand towels, was a large flesh-colored butt plug and an economy sized
sixteen-ounce bottle of lube. Strawberry
flavored, if the fruit-shaped outline against the red background of the label
could be believed.
Cam
flushed hot and cold. The lead ball in
his stomach reconstituted itself like shavings to a magnet, and a rushing sound
roared through his ears. His subconscious vaguely registered that more people
were filtering into the locker room.
He
slowly reached in, his vision pinpointed on the bottle, the red label a beacon
that insisted on drawing his eyes. Cam
picked it up, his grip closing reflexively on the plastic container. He furrowed his brow, his face heated as his
gaze switched between the bottle in his hand and the very private, very obvious
sex toy sitting on the second shelf.
Should
he say something? If so, what? And to whom? Somebody
left these for me, and I don't like it?
Cam winced. It's not like he
could go around making "hostile work environment" claims against the entirety
of the National Football League.
"Hope
you like 'em. Thought you might get
lonely on road games and didn't want you lookin' to us for help, if ya catch my
meaning." A loud, awful snicker
emitted from his lefthand side.
Cam
looked up and recognized Ramsey St. John, the Railers' first round draft pick
and a favorite – even before the season began – to be a contender for Rookie of
the Year accolades. He had a reputation
for being completely and utterly full of himself and nearly impossible to work
with, but he also had the raw talent and the ideal running back attributes of
strength, speed, and agility to back up his noxious personality. A cloud of unrecognizable players –
presumably other rookies – hovered around him, and from the looks on their
faces, they didn't quite know what to make of Ramsey St. John. Sure, they had all heard of him since he was
a top recruit, but they hadn't shared a locker room with him. A couple of them chuckled half-heartedly, but
a lot of them looked otherwise uncomfortable when Ramsey swept a glance their
way and gave them his patented BMOC-asshole sneer. He turned his predatory gaze back on
Cam.
"Better
make way for the new blood, Hunter," Ramsey announced loudly. "You got some competition for those SI covers now, man. Just don't be tryin' to share my room on the
road or nothing 'cause I sure as hell ain't sleepin' with you." Ramsey's lips twisted in another ugly sneer.
Cam
narrowed his eyes.
He
couldn't let this jerk spew his venom and get away with it. It was hateful, and in Cam's world, while the
road may not be smooth, love would always and inevitably conquer hate. Looking into that deceptively clean cut face
and the malice-filled green eyes, Cam stared the other man down. He squared his shoulders and—
"You're
an asshole."
The gravelly
bass notes rumbled through the locker room like thunder emanating from the
heavens. The ambient noise of players
settling into their designated lockers came to a halt as everyone turned to
focus their attention on the scene playing out in Cam's corner.
Startled
by the unfamiliar voice, Cam looked over his shoulder. He then looked up and up once more until he
saw a familiar pug-like face. Bull. His expression was standard-issue stony, but
his brown eyes were filled with disgust.
That disgust was focused at present like a laser on none other than Ramsey
St. John.
Ramsey
turned his gaze towards Bull, an eyebrow raised, every line of his body
screaming his innate hostility.
"What did you call me?"
"You're
an asshole." The words boomed even
louder in the now-silent locker room.
Ramsey's
eyes narrowed, and he took a step towards Bull, his attention momentarily
diverted. "What the fuck? Just because I don't want his fucking fruity
little fag hands anywhere near me—"
Bull
barked a laugh. "Not only are you
an asshole, but you're a stupid
asshole." Bull moved to stand next
to Cam, his oversized frame dwarfing Cam and Ramsey alike. He removed the bottle from Cam's hands and
put it back on a shelf. Bull gestured with
his thumb towards Cam. "You see, Cam
here's our QB. That means he's the one
driving this bus. Better get that in
your underdeveloped brain, St. John. If
he's not happy, nobody's happy. And if
Jameson makes him happy, then so be it.
I mean, Jesus, it's not like he's asking you to wear a rainbow thong and
march in some parade, asshole."
"But,
Bull—"
"Let
me finish. If you don't want his hands
anywhere near you, then I hope to hell you like the bench because guess what?
Those hands that you refuse to get near are the ones handling the fucking
ball. Good luck making a name for
yourself if you never touch the ball, genius.
Oh, and one last thing. Don't
call me 'Bull.' Only my friends can do
that. You're not my friend; you're an
asshole. Right, Cam?" Bull smiled at him briefly before returning his
stony-eyed expression to Ramsey.
Cam
swallowed past the lump in his throat.
"Right, Bull."
The
heavy weight of Bull's hand clapped onto Cam's shoulder, and he looked around
at the players whose attention had been directed at their tableau. "Right, guys?"
Echoes
of "right," along with "damn straight," "yup,"
"what the hell's the new guy bitchin' about?," "what an
asshole," and "who cares who Cam's fuckin', anyway?," reinforced
Bull's unexpected championing.
Bull
leveled another stony glare at Ramsey, who blanched and resembled a landed
fish, mouth gasping for air. Bull
pointed a massive finger at Ramsey. "Don't
be an ass." He stared hard at Ramsey for a moment longer and then
turned. Cam jerked in surprise when he
felt Bull pat his butt in the universal language of locker room camaraderie
before he ambled back to his side of the room.
The ambient noise of pre-practice preparations resumed.
Cam
looked at his shoes and chewed his lip, fighting back a grin as he felt the
steady flow of relief that had begun flooding his veins ever since the guys had
defended him. Of all the guys to speak
up… Bull? Bull? Who would have expected it? No one, that's who. Certainly not Cam, and most likely not even
Bull himself. Cam lost the fight and
couldn't hold back his smile after that.
A
throat cleared.
Cam
looked up and saw a newly-subdued Ramsey St. John. His pack of rookies entourage had already
dispersed, and the running back looked uncharacteristically hesitant, which was
not surprising given his dressing down just now.
"Cam…ah…Mr.
Hunter. Sir. I'm sorry for what I just said and that
my…joke…was so offensive." Ramsey
swallowed, and his words were awkward, as though apologies were as foreign to
his mouth as burnt wood chips.
"I…don't know why I did it…"
Cam
looked him in the eye. "I do. You're an asshole. And it's true – I don't like you. But that
doesn't mean we can't be on the team together.
On the field, we're all on one team, and we work towards one goal:
winning. Off the field, I don’t have to
like you, and you don't have to like me.
Coworkers hate each other all the time.
Just keep clear for now, okay?"
"Yeah,
ah…okay…" Ramsey wore a confused
expression on his face, and he appeared to be trying to decide if what Cam said
would hold true through game day. Just
this once, Cam refrained from doing the right thing and telling Ramsey that Cam
was a professional, and he'd never let the rookie's assholeness get in Cam's
way of doing his job. Ramsey deserved to
stew in his discomfort a bit longer. In fact…
A
devilish gleam lit Cam's gaze. He leaned
closer to Ramsey, who made a visible effort not to react to Cam's nearness. "But, hey, thanks for the welcome back
present," Cam said, glancing at the sex toy and lube. "I'm sure we'll make good use of them."
Cam leveled Ramsey with a deliberate leer.
Meanwhile, Cam's lips twitched as he suppressed a mischievous grin.
Ramsey
blanched even whiter and may have choked out a confused-slash-reluctant
"you're welcome?" before scurrying away towards the front of the
locker room.
After
watching his departure, Cam turned away and intercepted Bull's gaze. He sent Bull another multi-purpose chin
nod. Bull returned it with one of his
own.
With a
smile curving his lips, Cam turned back to his locker and began strapping on
his practice gear. So far, today hadn't
been an unmitigated disaster, and that, in his mind, was itself a success.
***
Cam
stared out of the kitchen window at the maples providing shade over his
backyard. The shadows of the trees
shifted over the limestone tiles of the patio as the wind filtered through heavy
leaf-laden branches. Brad was out on the
grass, tossing a Frisbee back and forth with Lock.
Cam
subconsciously gripped his cell phone tighter in his hand as he listened to
something he never thought he'd hear before.
"I'm
sorry, honey, but I just don't think we can make it to the game." His mother sighed. "Your father…your father said they're a
few hands short at the shop, and it's not a good time to be away." She sighed again and continued in a soft
voice. "I'm sorry, Cam. I don't know why he's…" She cleared her
throat. "I really wish we could be
there."
Cam
swallowed hard and stared unseeing out the window. "Wow, Mom. I never thought—" Cam cut himself off, not wanting to make his
mother feel any worse than she already seemed to feel. "I really wish you could be there, too. I—I miss you.
I miss you and Dad."
"I
know, sweetie. I miss you, too. It's just…it's a hard time for your
father. He gets upset when he sees those
nasty tabloids at the supermarket. He
knows they're all lies, but still, they upset him. I'm sorry, honey. I wish we could be there."
"Me
too," Cam said softly.
"Well,
we'll see you soon enough at the holidays," his mother continued, her
voice falsely bright. "And I spoke
with Anne the other day. She said your
boy got along wonderfully with her young ones.
Oh, and she said they'll be at the game next week. There'll be so many of your fans there,
honey, that you won't even miss us."
There was the sound of rustling on the other side before his mother's
voice chimed in again. "I have to
get started on dinner, Cam. We'll talk
soon, okay?"
Cam
cleared his throat. "Okay,
Mom. Love you."
"Love
you, too, sweetie."
Once
Cam hung up, he went back to staring out the window, but without seeing much of
anything. His parents had never missed
an opening game in his twenty years of playing football. Their attendance was a given; like the sun
rising or snowfall in December, he could always count on them to be there.
But
not, it seemed, this time.
He and
Brad had each played their last preseason games this past weekend, and each of
their season openers was next week.
Training camp had ended a few weeks ago, and practice had resumed its usual
regular season schedule. The feel of the
locker room and the level of camaraderie with his teammates had reached a kind
of equilibrium that resembled their relationships of seasons past. That asshole Ramsey St. John had made the
final fifty-three man roster, as was expected for such a college superstar, but
also, as was hoped for, he stayed well clear of Cam off the field. Things should have been business as usual,
except, with the prospect of his parents' absence at his home opener, they felt
anything but.
Cam
knew his being gay had been a shock to his parents, but he had hoped – perhaps
naively – that they would see that he was still the same son he'd always
been. His mother seemed to understand
that, and things with her had balanced out to normal in the past couple of
months. His father, however…
Cam
swallowed hard.
He
hadn't spoken with his father since his visit in May.
The French
doors overlooking the patio opened then, interrupting Cam's depressing train of
thought.
"Cam,
Cam!" Lock swept into the attached eat-in breakfast nook, his hands
gripping the neon yellow Frisbee and a grin lighting up his face. Brad was close behind and turned to shut the
doors. Lock came into the kitchen and
filled a glass with water. "Did you
know that there's this thing called Ultimate Frisbee? It's like…some huge Frisbee thing, and there
are competitions and everything. Brad
was telling me they had it at his college."
Cam
mustered up an answering smile, even though it felt like his face was moving
through concrete. "Hey, that's
really cool."
In the
process of pulling his sweaty T-shirt over his head, Brad turned at the sound
of Cam's voice. Balling up the navy
cotton between his large hands, he took one look at Cam's face, and his brows
arrowed downwards. Brad slung his T-shirt
over the back of a barstool and, with one more glance at Cam, turned to
Lock. "Lock, why don't you go
upstairs and get cleaned up? I need to
talk to Cam for a sec."
Lock
put his glass into the sink and glanced from Cam to Brad. "Okay…" He hesitated, fiddling with the Frisbee, and
sent them a look filled with uncharacteristic uncertainty. "Is everything okay? Is it
about…me?" he asked slowly.
Cam
rushed to reassure Lock. "No, no,
nothing about you, Lock. I just—we just
need to talk, that's all."
Brow
furrowed, Lock sent them a tentative half-smile. "Okay.
I'll get cleaned up and then I'm gonna go online to look up this
Ultimate Frisbee thing. It just sounds
so weird. Cool, but weird."
"Sounds
good," Brad said. He glanced at Cam. "While you do that, Cam and I'll talk,
then I'll get cleaned up myself. After
that, why don't we go grab some pizza at Gennaro's? You can ask one of your friends if they want
to come, too."
Lock's
half smile transformed into a full-blown grin.
"Awesome. Bye, now!" he
called out as he rushed through the kitchen's swinging door, Frisbee still in
hand.
Cam
watched him leave, and his lips twitched with the first real smile he'd felt
since he'd started that horrible conversation with his mother.
He
sighed.
His
mother.
Cam
looked up to see Brad standing before him with an expectant look on his face, his
brows knitted with concern. "Tell
me because I could see it in your face," Brad said. "Something's up. What happened?"
"It's
not that bad." Cam shook his head,
and his mouth twisted in a grimace.
"Well, it's kind of bad. It
depends on the definition of bad. If you
think it's bad that my dad still won't talk to me after more than three months. If you think it's bad that, for the first
time in two decades, my parents are going to miss my opening game. Then, yeah, I guess it's that bad."
"Oh,
Cam. I'm so sorry." Brad stepped closer and hugged him. As he straightened, he took hold of Cam's
hand. Cam felt the gentle movement of
Brad's thumb as it swept over the fine hairs on the back of his hand. Back and forth, Cam felt that point of
connection. The touch was calming. Comforting.
"It's
okay. It's just…I had hopes, you
know. I was hoping that things could be good
by now. Or at least…normal-ish." Cam laughed weakly and looked down at their
joined hands. "I guess it could
always be worse. At least it sounds like
we're still getting together for the holidays.
Or they still want me to be there, I mean."
"Of
course they do. You just need to give
them some more time. I'm sorry,
babe." Brad's other hand came to
rest on Cam's shoulder, the weight familiar and soothing. "But, hey, you'll have family there on
Monday." Cam lifted his gaze to
meet Brad's hazel eyes, which were filled with warmth. "I'll be there on Monday and so will
Lock. We're on your team, Cam. You know that. No matter what."
A small
smile tugged at the corner of Cam's mouth.
He squeezed Brad's hand. Here was
his family; here was his home.
"Thanks." The little
smile broke free. He cleared his throat
and looked up at Brad through his lashes.
"You're good at that."
Brad's
lips quirked up. "At what?"
"At
making things seem not as bad. Being
there for me. Knowing what I need to hear.
You know, just...being positive."
Cam chuckled softly. "I
thought that was my job."
Brad's
growl was playful, and he tugged Cam a little closer. "It's your job to be you, and if that's
sad or positive or out of this world certifiable, then that's you. And it's my job to love you just as you
are." Brad gave Cam a peck and then
leaned back, gazing down at him warmly with his heart-stopping smile firmly in
place.
"Tough
job," Cam whispered, returning the smile.
"Mmmm."
Brad murmured his agreement. "It
can be hard. Very hard, indeed," he
added as he pressed a little closer, his hand still linked to one of Cam's.
Cam
raised his other hand to smooth over the hard plane of Brad's bare chest. As his palm skimmed over the brown nipple, he
could feel the peak pebble under his touch.
"But worth it, I hope?" Cam leaned in close enough to smell
the honest sweat and Brad's natural scent that emanated from his muscular body. Cam swirled his fingers through the dark hairs
sprinkled across that firm, warm skin.
"Always,"
Brad growled.
Brad
jerked Cam towards him, closing the remaining inches in one move. Cam puffed out a surprised breath as his body
met a solid wall of muscle, but smiled up at Brad when he felt the weight of
Brad's arms encircle his waist. Brad
ground his hips against Cam's, and Cam could feel a thickening bulge rub
against his own shaft.
Brad
leaned closer to nibble on Cam's ear.
"Now, before we risk scandalizing the impressionable young minds in
this household, I do need to get cleaned up, too." Brad paused.
"I might…I don't know…need some help
washing my back, y'know." Brad
pulled back and raised his brows significantly.
"Just your back?" Cam asked with a
teasing smile.
"Well,
if my dick falls into your hands, far be it from me to complain about you doing
such a thorough job." Brad sent him
an innocent look that failed to hide the devilish gleam that lit his eyes.
Cam
huffed out a short laugh, his lips curving at the look on Brad's face. The man was the farthest thing from innocent,
and heaven knew Brad had spent many a long and gratifyingly sleep-deprived
night proving it to him. With a
delicious shiver of anticipation and the knowledge that, no matter what his
parents thought, their love for each other was right, Cam latched onto Brad's
hand and tugged him towards the door with a grin. "C'mon, let's get you squeaky
clean."
Trailing
behind Cam towards the stairs, Brad leaned in close to murmur in Cam's ear.
"Something tells me squeaking isn't the only noise we're gonna hear."
Cam
felt his face flame, but a smile teased the corner of his lips all the way to
the master bedroom.
And if
his own cock and balls also happened to fall into Brad's hands during that
shower? Well, a thorough cleansing had never
felt so unbelievably good.
And
besides, cleanliness was next to
Godliness.
***
The
season began for both of their teams, and, while his heart clenched at his
parents' noticeable absence from his season opener, Cam was soothed by the
presence of his sister's brood and, most importantly, his new family in the
stands. Over the next few weeks, he and
Brad settled into a pretty regular routine that, against all odds, accommodated
both of their schedules and the active needs of a teenager beginning his sophomore
year at the nearby high school.
With
their relationship out in the open and the support of a liberal New York
City-based media, they no longer had to hide their togetherness. At the urging of Brad's agent, they did a
handful of print interviews and one interview with a major television news
magazine. The furor over their outing
was fast and flashed bright, but after a doping scandal from one of baseball's
oldest franchises exploded onto the scene just as baseball was entering its
playoff season, the media turned its rabid attention in another direction. While they now received many more charitable
requests and invitations for appearances from rainbow alliances and the like,
he and Brad had otherwise been faced with what qualified as a
"normal" level of media scrutiny around these parts.
At the
same time they found their bearings in this newly-revealed
Playing-While-Gay-tolerant world, Brad, to Cam's eternal delight, basically
moved in. They agreed that Lock would be
more comfortable with room to spread out at Cam's place in Somerset, so Brad,
in his usual no-nonsense "this is what makes sense" way, hauled a
good amount of his personal items across the Hudson River and into Cam's
home.
Brad
kept the condo in the city for the time being.
Cam agreed with his reasoning that there were still going to be
circumstances that made having a landing pad in the city advantageous. For instance, Brad continued to mentor Nick,
who had just started his senior year and who, in addition to making high enough
grades to consider some of the nation's top colleges, had also garnered some
interest from a few Division II schools for his basketball playing, as well. For all intents and purposes, though, Brad had
made the large colonial "out in the boonies" his home, and every time
Cam thought about all of them living under the same roof and just being
together, he felt a rush of goodwill, affection, and love for his new little
family.
In
fact, with the Philadelphia Railers and Brad's New York Diamonds at the top of
the standings in the Eastern Division, things would be very nearly perfect if
only his weekly chat with his parents hadn't turned into a weekly chat with his
mother.
He and
his father had never been ones to pour their hearts out to each other or share
their feelings, but his father, in continuing to maintain this obvious
estrangement, was making his feelings this time abundantly and painfully
clear. While it wasn't as though Cam was
used to seeking out his father's advice on a daily basis or needed to shoot the
breeze with him constantly, Cam was nevertheless accustomed to having his
father's quiet presence, his strength, standing beside him in life and
supporting him at every turn. Whether it
was sharing a peaceful moment with their rods by the lake or supporting Cam in
his decision to earn his degree at college rather than go pro after his junior
year, his father had always been there.
His
marked absence now was painful.
This
silent treatment was especially noticeable now that they were entering Week 12
of the regular season, which also marked the start of the holidays. Thanksgiving was always a difficult time to
arrange family gatherings, given the possibility of having a game scheduled on
that day. In years past, Cam had been
lucky and hadn't had to play on Thanksgiving.
He'd always visited with his family for Thanksgiving Day and stayed
through the long weekend afterwards as long as he could until he had a game.
This
year, it just so happened that he was scheduled to play on Thanksgiving
Day. It would be his first Turkey Day
game, and, in an odd turn of events, it also happened to be the case that he
and Brad were playing against each other in what was officially billed as a
"Thanksgiving Rivalry" matchup.
Since the team schedules had been finalized far in advance before his
and Brad's outing to the public, it was truly serendipitous for the networks
that they had such a headline-making pair of teams on the lineup. Considering the hectic nature of a Thanksgiving
game day and the newness of their family now that Lock's adoption had been
finalized during Week 9, he and Brad had decided to spend a relatively quiet
Thanksgiving. The three of them would
spend Thanksgiving at home for the rest of the weekend once the game concluded.
When he
mentioned these plans to his mother, however, Cam couldn't help but notice the
hint of relief in her voice.
And even
with his heart full of love for his new little family, Cam still felt a sharp twinge
of pain when remembering her reaction.
***
Thanksgiving
Day was crisply cool with the sun's weak rays extending across a pale blue
sky. In a funny twist on holiday family
outings, Cam, Brad, and Lock loaded into Brad's new Lexus RX Hybrid that
morning. However, instead of heading out
to play board games and deep fry poultry with relatives in a house in the
suburbs, they drove to Sloane Hardaway Stadium, the home of the Philadelphia
Railers, for their three o'clock game.
After
parking in the players' lot and slinging their duffle bags over their shoulders,
they walked Lock up to the private Railers friends-and-family hospitality
suite. Per the norm for players, they
had arrived over three hours before game time, so the stadium itself was remarkably
quiet. As they neared the suite,
however, they could hear voices drifting out of the glass door that was propped
open. Cam came to a halt just outside
the entrance and turned to Lock.
"So,
you're gonna be okay, right?" Cam asked for probably the umpteenth time as
he placed his palm on Lock's shoulder. Cam
glanced at Brad and caught an indulgent smile and a good-natured eye roll that,
when he looked down at Lock again, was mirrored on the teenager's face.
"Cam,
chill. I grew up in Camden. I think I can handle a luxury suite."
"I
know, it's just…I don't want you to get bored."
"Nah,
it's cool. I'll just play Temple Run or
Angry Birds or something during the wait.
Also, they have food here, don't they?" he added, echoing growing
and hungry teenaged boys everywhere.
Cam's
lip quirked up. "Yeah, lots of
food."
"Cool."
With
that, they entered the suite, in which a few other families had already settled. Against the back wall, there was a dark
marble built-in countertop. Presented
buffet-style, there was a row of covered chafing dishes with tiny canned flames
flickering underneath and, farther down, serving trays with salad, cold
sandwiches and wraps, bags of chips, brownies, and fresh fruit. Rows of leather recliner seats were lined up
with their backs to the entrance. They
faced the front of the room, which was a wall of glass through which the
occupants could see, from an elevated vantage point, the entire field from the
fifty yard line.
Of
course, Lock didn’t notice the muted beige tones of the furnishings, the maroon
and gold wallpaper, the tasteful prints of noteworthy moments in the
Philadelphia Railers history, or the million dollar view.
"Cam!
Brad! They have Flamin' Hot Cheetos!"
Cam
shared a look with Brad and breathed easily, knowing that things would be
alright.
After
speaking briefly with Jason Olivier's wife, Sasha, who was doing a fine job of
wrangling their six year old twin girls and Jason's teenaged brother, Cam and
Brad left the suite with the comfort of knowing that Sasha would keep an eye on
Lock for them – or rather, if Cam were being honest with himself, keep an eye
on Lock for him. They wound their way
down past vendors setting up concession stands and custodians doing pre-game
spot-cleaning until they reached the bowels of the stadium. Walking close enough for their shoulders to
brush occasionally, they paused where the entrance hall split, leading to either
the visitors' locker room on one end or the Railers' locker room on the other.
"Guess
I'll see you later, babe."
"Definitely see you later," Cam corrected
softly with a small smile, mindful of the security guards posted nearby.
"When
I'll have something to celebrate," Brad added, his lip curling in a
confident smirk that was reminiscent of their old rivalry days. The heat in his hooded gaze, however, told a
different story.
"You
mean, when I'll have something to
celebrate, as I've had for the last three years," Cam teased, his brow
lifted.
"Well,
whoever's celebrating, I have a feeling we're both gonna like it." Brad
lifted his own brow at Cam pointedly, the corner of his lip quirking up.
Cam returned
the smile. "I have a feeling you're
right."
After
darting a quick glance at the guards, Cam leaned forward to peck Brad on the
cheek. "Bye now."
Cam
turned to go, but then was surprised by a finger tugging from the belt loop on
his jeans. He swiveled back around. Brad pressed a firm, definitely-not-a-peck
kiss to Cam's mouth. When their lips
parted, Brad chuckled knowingly when he saw Cam's face. "Bye, babe."
Shaking
his head in an attempt to clear it, Cam made his way dazedly towards the
Railers' locker room and tried to get his focus back on the game.
***
At the
end of the day, the Railers' streak was broken, and it was Brad and his New
York Diamonds who did the celebrating. The
two teams were pretty evenly matched offensively, with each having its
consistently top players and with each of Brad and Cam having uncannily similar
stats, from passing to rushing. There
may even have been a slight offensive edge for the Railers' since the team had
two first-class receivers in Powell and Zigman.
The Diamonds, however, had the number one defense in the conference,
second in the league after the San Francisco Rushers, while the Railers'
defense was only above average at best.
Thus, while Brad and his Diamonds offense went about business as usual,
Cam and his Railers' offense were shut down cold. The score was 27-13 by the time the play
clock hit zero in the fourth quarter.
He and
Brad had agreed to meet after the game in the lobby with the elevators that led
to the private suites where Lock had watched the game. After giving an unavoidable post-game
interview, Cam cleaned up and made his way through the winding hallways to the lobby
on the main floor.
Brad
was already waiting for him. With his
hair still glistening from his post-game shower, he stood with his shoulder
propped against the wall and his head bent over his cell phone. In his dark jeans and slim-fitting black
button down with its open collar, a discreet black duffle by his feet, he
looked like he'd stepped off the pages of a men's health magazine. Despite the frustration of his team's loss,
Cam began to feel the stirrings of another type of frustration – one that he knew
he'd have the means to sate this very evening.
Cam's footsteps
echoed softly against the tiled floors of the otherwise-deserted lobby, and
Brad looked up. With a last glance at
his screen, Brad tucked his phone in his pocket and straightened. A tiny smile lifted the corners of his lips.
"Hey,
Cam," Brad said, opening his arms as Cam approached.
"Hey,
Brad." Cam stepped into the embrace
easily.
After
giving him a light kiss, Brad lifted his head.
"I'd say I'm sorry we won, but…" He paused and looked around before leaning
in. "I'm kinda not," he
whispered in mock-secret.
Cam
rolled his eyes. "Like I'd expect
you to be," he said. "You'll
just have to make it up to me later."
Brad
murmured in agreement. "Mm hmm,
lots of making up. Lots and lots of it."
A slick grin pulled at his lips as he leaned in for another quick kiss.
"Don't
think I'll forget," Cam said playfully.
"I
wouldn't dream of it." Brad picked
up his duffle and turned towards the elevator bank. "So, you ready?"
"Oh
yeah, ready for a nice and easy dinner at Fong's Family Palace," Cam said lightly.
He and
Brad had decided that, with the timing of the game and the late hour at which
they'd be finished, they'd go out to eat for dinner and save a traditional
Thanksgiving meal for the Friday afterwards.
Since it was, after all, a national holiday today, they'd discovered
that Chinatown would be their only feasible option for a meal.
"We'll
create our own traditions. It'll be nice,"
Cam added, feeling slightly sentimental and a little wistful about the
Thanksgivings he'd spent in years past together with his family. He shook himself mentally. He had a precious new family now, and what
was important was spending time together, no matter where.
"It
will be nice, trust me," Brad
said as they stepped into the elevator.
He pushed the button for the third floor.
"And
tomorrow will be great," Cam continued.
"Just a quiet day with the three of us hanging out, lots of food
and watching movies." Cam paused as the doors opened and they stepped
out. "Although I don't know why you
thought we needed a fifteen pound turkey," he added as an afterthought.
Brad
made a noncommittal noise.
"Leftovers? How was I
supposed to know how much we could eat?
Lock's a growing boy, you know," he said as they stepped into the
private suite. A couple of families were
still there, including Sasha, who waved from the other side of the room. They returned the wave, but didn't stop by
because Lock hurried over to grab their attention.
"Hey
guys! Awesome game. Sorry, Cam,"
Lock added in an aside. "But
awesome game! And man, this buffet thing
is serious business. I think I had four
burgers, three hot dogs, two nachos—"
"And
a partridge in a pear tree?" Cam couldn't resist adding with a smile.
"Cam,"
Lock said in a drawn out sigh. He sent
Cam an "I can't deal with how uncool that was, but I still love you anyway"
look.
"Sorry,
couldn't help it," Cam said.
"So I guess this means you're not hungry for dinner…?"
Lock
perked up. "Oh, dinner! I'm so
ready!"
Cam met
Brad's gaze. Brad lifted an
eyebrow. Cam nodded. "Point taken. I guess we might actually need that fifteen
pound bird, after all."
Brad
sent him a small smile and agreed.
"I'm pretty sure we will."
He looked down at Lock and tilted his head towards the door. "C'mon, kid. Let's go."
When
Cam turned towards the elevators, though, Brad pulled up short. "Hang on a sec. There's something I wanted to check in the
visitor's suite," he said.
"You guys coming along?"
Cam
furrowed his brow and glanced at Lock, who shrugged. "Okay," they said in unison.
They
walked a few doors down the neutrally-wallpapered corridor to the suite marked
for visiting teams. Unlike the Railers'
friends and family suite, the suite for the visitors had a dark wood door with
a strip of vertical frosted glass near the knob, just like the other private
boxes on this tier. With a quick glance
at Cam, Brad opened the door and ushered them inside.
Normally,
Cam may have noted that the visitor's suite didn't have the same elaborate
setup as the home team's suite. There
was no Philadelphia Railers' memorabilia, the coloring for the walls and
furniture was a pale taupe, and the room itself was of a much smaller
scale. He may have observed that the
view was not perfectly at center from the fifty yard line or that the seats
were furnished in fabric and not leather.
Instead,
Cam stopped short and stared at the only occupants in the room: his mother and
– he swallowed hard – his father.
"Son." His father's deep voice filled the empty room
as he struggled to rise from the deep cushions of the recliner in which he'd
been sitting. Confusion warred with the
relief washing over Cam in a sudden wave.
His father. He didn't know how,
but somehow, he was here. Somehow, he
was speaking to him again.
"Hello,
Cam," his mother said as she stepped forward, a smile on her face and a gentle
look in her eyes.
Eyes
wide, Cam glanced quickly at Brad, who was standing back with a satisfied smile
on his face. This man. Understanding dawned, and his heart swelled
up with emotion. He felt so much love
for Brad in this moment. What Brad had
done for him was just…wonderful.
Cam
turned towards his parents and hurried forward to help his father out of his
seat. "Mom. Dad. I can't believe you're here. I'm so excited to see you." Cam turned to embrace his mother. Profound joy tightened Cam's chest, and he
blinked hard as he took in the familiar faces before him.
"So
are we, Cam. It's so nice to see
you." His mother swept her gaze
around the room to encompass Brad and Lock.
With a warm smile, she added, "All of you."
Brad
stepped forward, guiding Lock to join them.
"Mr. Hunter. Mrs.
Hunter," Brad said with a nod to each.
"I'm glad you were able to make the trip."
Cam's
mother murmured their thanks.
Cam cleared
his throat and put a hand on Lock's shoulder.
With an encouraging smile at the teenager, he introduced Lock to his
parents. "Mom, Dad, this is Lachlain,
but he goes by Lock," he said, unable to keep a note of pride from his
voice.
"Such
a handsome boy," his mother said, smiling at Lock. "We're so happy to have you in the
family, Lock."
"Thank
you, ma'am," Lock said, ducking his head in an uncharacteristically shy fashion.
Cam's
father coughed loudly, drawing their attention to his tall, broad form. "Son," he began slowly, looking at
Cam. "I want to apologize."
Cam
flushed and began to stammer.
"There's no need, Dad, really, I—"
"I
want to apologize for the last six months, Cam," his father continued,
determined. "It hasn't felt right,
and I know it's all because of my damned stubbornness," he said, his mouth
twisting in a grimace.
"Son,
I love you, and I trust that whoever you love – man, woman, or child," he continued,
glancing at Brad and Lock. "Well, I
trust that whoever you love is deserving of your love. I just…" He paused, frowning slightly. "I just needed a little time to figure
that out. And a little help from your
mother," he said, sending her an unexpectedly gentle look. He turned back to Cam and met his gaze. "You're a good boy, and you've always
been. I know you wouldn't do anything
that wasn't right for you. It's just
that your old man—" He stopped
short and chuckled self-deprecatingly.
"Well, he's just not so good with change, I'm afraid. But he's getting better at it, I promise you." His father sent Cam an open look, seeking
understanding, seeking acceptance.
"Dad,
I…" Cam trailed off, momentarily at
a loss for words. He felt the comforting
warmth of Brad's arm slip around his waist.
He took a steadying breath and an oppressive weight that he hadn't known
was there lifted from his shoulders.
Covering Brad's hand at his waist with his own and settling his other
palm on Lock's shoulder, Cam smiled at his father. "Thank you."
His
father harrumphed, but he returned a small smile. Cam knew it might take time, but he was
trying, at least. That was more than Cam
had had from his father in months.
Brad
coughed gently. "I invited your
sister, too, you know. They'll all be
joining us for Thanksgiving dinner tomorrow."
Happiness
coursed through Cam's veins as he looked at his family, new and old. He'd have his family Thanksgiving gathering,
after all, and all thanks to this man – this wonderful man. Leaning across, Cam brushed a soft kiss to
Brad's cheek, elated with life and uncaring of his audience.
"Thank
you," Cam whispered, looking into Brad's warm hazel gaze. "For everything."
Brad
smiled his heart-melting smile and tightened his hold on Cam briefly. "Told you we'd need that turkey,"
he murmured, sending Cam a wink. Cam
grinned.
"Cam,
honey, we're so happy we'll all be together for the holiday this weekend,"
his mother said in her soft voice. She
glanced at his father and continued.
"Your father and I, well, we'd love it if all of you could come
down for Christmas, too. I know your
football game schedules can be tricky, but even if it's for a few days, we'd be
delighted if you could all visit."
She clasped her hands in front of her torso and smiled at them expectantly.
Cam and
Brad shared a look, and Brad raised a brow, which Cam read as agreement if he
wanted it. Cam glanced down at Lock, who
had been incredibly patient throughout this whole reunion, and realized that
this year – with the adoption, Cam and Brad's relationship, and prospective holiday
gatherings with family – was filled with new experiences for a boy who had once
had no family or permanent home to call his own. Lock met Cam's gaze and, with the corners of
his lips lifting in a tiny smile, nodded.
Overwhelmed
by his good fortune, Cam couldn't hold back his grin as he turned back to his
parents. "We'll be there."
"Good." His mother's smile was warm and encompassed
them all.
"Good,"
his father echoed.
His
father cleared his throat loudly, his brows furrowed as he clearly struggled
with whether to say something further.
In the end, he stood straighter and pinned them with a stern look. "Cam, Brad," he said, glancing at
each in turn. "I understand that
you're…together. And I trust Cam to make
decisions that are right for him, and if he's chosen you, Brad, then that's
what must feel right." He nodded
his head in Cam's direction as though conceding this point. "But you have to understand that when
you're staying under my roof, you'll have to follow my rules. And, call me old-fashioned or out of touch,
but under my roof, there's no sharing a room unless vows have been spoken and
rings have been exchanged. It was true
for Anne and Mark, all the way up through their engagement, and I'll have to
insist on keeping that rule true for you.
I'm sorry, but that's how it has to be."
Brad
glanced at Cam and a warm smile softened Brad's features. He turned back to meet Cam's father's gaze,
his own expression turning serious. "I
understand, Mr. Hunter. I really
do."
At that
moment, a faint rumbling sound echoed in the suite. Everyone turned to Lock, whose face flushed a
fiery red.
"I
think your boy might be trying to tell us something, Cam. I remember what it's like to have a growing
boy around," his mother said teasingly.
Lock
looked around at the gathered adults and offered up a sheepish grin. "Food?"
On that
note, they all shared a laugh and headed out to dinner in Chinatown.
Thus
began a holiday season in which old traditions were forged with new, and Cam
received the best gift of all: the blending of his big, happy family in a way that,
just months before, he would not even have known to hope for or imagine.
He was
blessed. He truly was.
***
Two
Christmases later, Brad and Cam were finally allowed to share a bedroom.
THE END
**********
ABOUT THE AUTHOR: A native of San Francisco, Nico Jaye now
lives in New York City. She thinks
reading is awesome and loves that she has the opportunity to hang out night
after night with crinoline-wearing debutantes, brawny firemen in suspenders,
and werewolf shifters with Scottish brogues.
Her real life travels have brought her to places such as Fiji and Oman,
and she picked her most recent destination (Nicaragua) by looking at a map,
closing her eyes, and pointing. An
overall feline enthusiast, she may or may not have a precocious cat named
“Nico” from whom she borrowed this pen name.
Also, she's a bit of an
Internet addict and extremely sleep-efficient (i.e., has insomniac
tendencies). With that combination in
mind, if you check one of these places, you'll probably find her online at almost
any given hour of the day. ;)
Website: www.nicojaye.com
Twitter: @nicojaye
Goodreads: Nico Jaye
ALSO BY NICO JAYE
The story "Into the Deep”
is available in the M/M Olympics anthology, Going
for Gold. Check below for blurbs and
an excerpt from my story.
You can find Going for Gold, edited by E.M. Lynley, on
the MLR Press
site, Amazon,
and All
Romance eBooks.
***
OFFICIAL BLURB
FOR GOING FOR GOLD:
It's not hard
to see the outward appeal of the Olympic Games: watching the fittest and
most-accomplished athletes in the world compete—generally with fairly skimpy
uniforms. Voyeurism aside, there's nothing sexier than a beautiful body
running, jumping, swimming, rowing, and a couple dozen other activities. Who
wouldn't take the chance to enjoy the spectacle?
But the
Olympics are more than just a chance to watch athletes at the peak of physical
perfection. Every competitor at the Games has a story behind why they run or
jump or swim, and why they compete. How they got to the Games, and what they
sacrificed along the way to make the cut. To spectators, they may perform
superhuman feats, but each and every one is human in the same way we all are.
In this
collection of stories, you'll find there's a lot more to competing at Olympic
level than being the best in one's field. Expectations and pressures from
family, friends, coaches and country add up, and sometimes it's only the love
of the right man who can make the effort worth it. And sometimes, love is more
important than going for gold.
Stories
include: "Hot Shots" by Michael P. Thomas, "Into the Deep"
by Nico Jaye, "The Quad" by Kelly Rand, "Lightning in a
Bottle" by Sarah Madison, "Swimming the Distance" by Annabeth
Albert, "Shooting for Gold" by Whitley Gray, "An Olympic
Goal" by K-lee Klein, "Tumbling Dreams" by Kaje Harper.
***
BLURB FOR THE
STORY "INTO THE DEEP":
Sparks fly at
the 2012 Olympic Games when platform diver John Sloane meets Blake Gallagher, a
local bartender. After a chance encounter at Blake's London pub, fate
brings them together once again as John prepares for his debut on the Olympic
stage. Will these unlikely lovers realize they've found a winner in each
other or will the pressures of competition keep them apart?
Warning:
Contains wet Speedos, gratuitous toplessness, a cheeky redheaded Brit who might
be a tad unsure of himself, and an American sports god who wants him just the
way he is.
***
Here's a little taste from the day John walked into Blake's
life…
EXCERPT FROM
"INTO THE DEEP":
“Another round for the Yanks at table eight,
Blake,” Dani called out as she sailed by with a tray held high, the aroma of
battered cod and salty chips drifting behind her. Looking up from the tap where
he was pouring a beer, Blake glanced past the four top in the middle of the
room to table eight in the corner, also known as two Newcastles, one Guinness,
a Tanqueray and tonic, and seltzer with lime.
Seltzer with lime was watching him
from behind a thick fringe of long, dark lashes.
Again.
Blake flushed and looked away. Then
the corner of his lip lifted, and he couldn’t help himself — he peeked upwards,
immediately encountering the stranger’s gaze once again.
Not a stranger for much longer, he guessed, sneaking a glimpse at the handsome American’s
closely-cropped dark hair, strong jawline, and wide mouth. He couldn’t tell the
color of his eyes at this distance, but those lashes alone could slay a man
from fifty paces.
Be still, my little heart.
Holy shite, the man was perfection.
Meeting that inscrutable stare for a moment longer, Blake gave him a little
smile before turning his attention back to the pint, cutting off the tap just
before the amber liquid spilled over the side of the glass.
“There you go, Mr. McCoy,” he said
as he placed the full pint in front of the grizzled middle-aged man who was
picking the cashews out of the snack bowl at the bar. Blake had been working at
The Red Griffin for the last six months and had begun to settle into the routine
and the quirks of the regulars. He’d taken this job to provide a steady income
supplement to his real passion, drawing, which, while filling his nights and
feeding his muse, unfortunately did not fill his wallet or feed his belly as
reliably as he would like.
For what it was, bartending was
flexible and provided enough amusement and activity to have become something
he’d actually come to enjoy. Located on the edge of London’s Canary Wharf, the
pub was one of any number in the neighborhood, and the patrons tended to be
stuffed shirt businessmen, who popped in at lunchtime or happy hour, and locals
like Mr. McCoy, who’d been coming to the place for years. The occasional
tourist group stumbled in, but none quite like the Yanks at table eight this
afternoon.
Correction: none quite like Fuck Me
Eyes with the mile-long lashes over there at table eight this afternoon.
Turning back to the taps, Blake was
in the process of assembling that table’s order when he caught sight in his
peripheral vision of a pair of smooth, corded forearms leaning against the
scarred dark wood of the bar.
“I think you have something for me.”
***
Find out what John thinks Blake
has for him in "Into the Deep," available now in the Going for Gold anthology.
Thanks
for all of your support! Happy reading!
Ahh! <3 I am so freaking happy! I am reading this ASAP!! xD
ReplyDelete>o> Oooh~~ and I shall look for the MLR anthology. lots of great stories in there and I look forward to getting to read yours. :)
Awesome! I really hope you like 'em! :D
DeleteOooh, interesting post in many ways, not the least of which is the letter from Kluwe which is a priceless gem.
ReplyDeleteDownloaded both stories and am looking forward to reading them when I get a breather from work.
You've got me thinking about the lads from my Goodreads M/M Hot Summer Days story now--I've always said their story wasn't over, but it never occurred to me to publish them as standalones. I'm going to have to email you and pick your brains a bit! :-)
Oooh...the pressure! *nibbles nails* Hope you like the boys. :D
DeleteAnd it's pretty easy to publish something to Goodreads (when it's a freebie, at least), so feel free to pick away!